Im Sick Of It

Nobody cares who I am on the inside all that matters is that im acceptable on the outside. It doesnt matter if I feel worthless on the inside or idiotic or guilty they dont care and im getting sick of it. Im tired of holding back tears bottling my emotions and trying not to break down everyday I wish someone cared enough to see why my smiles never seem to reach my eyes or why im so despondent but all everyone wants to see is someone who is not me.
betweenloveandhate betweenloveandhate
18-21, F
2 Responses Dec 7, 2012

I care who you are on the inside. The outside doesnt really matter when theres a chance its just fake.

I am and feel the same way. Don't worry about those kinda people.