Not So Wonderful

Older lady mother of three grandmother of five.  Always doing the best I can for all,but I'm not a wonderful as they think I am.  Married in name only don't cheat outside of cyber.  I'm addicted to cyber sex.  I try to stay off my pc so i don't chat but I'm here most everyday.  Guess sex is my first love even if I get it only by chatting....

Allikat Allikat
3 Responses Sep 7, 2008

Add me. Lets chat

Not sure why you think you're not wonderful. Maybe you have some self imposed stereotype in your mind that you're not matching up to and that bothers you. I've been there and done that and it's a very unsatisfying place to be.<br />
Now I live for my own happiness, not the expectations of anyone else. That's not to say that I'm a total hedonist or that I don't enjoy making others happy too. I'm exploring the areas of my life that have given me the most pleasure and living them now without any self criticism or accepting the negative opinion of others. "If you want to enjoy me with me, I'm happy to make you happy and if not, move on," is my new way of thinking and it feels unbelievably good!

Cyber me sweety.