Im Not So Perfect On the Inside
i can act like i have it all organised and perfect. all those kids that look to me every day for a 'role model' - its just lucky they cant see how unperfect my life is behind closed doors.
religion - i was christian, but now im so confused. my bf is athiest and so is my best friend. they both have great lives while i sit here in constant wondering of whether or not there is really a god...
family - they are good at the 'happy family' act.. try living here for more than 1 day. and now my brother is gone.. its me VS them..
happy? - i can go days on end facing the world with a smile on my face, but as soon as u close that bedroom door of mine and u see wat i am ACTUALLY thinking/feeling/going through, u would see the millions of tears that put me to sleep every night.
so people think they know me. but no-one does. i dont tell people about this - not even my closest friends or bf. they dont need to hear it