Gay

My family and my friends think i'm a perfect girl but in reality. I am a complety different person. Starting with my sexuality I don't want to be gay but i think i might be. Most of them would never accept this for both religious reasons and because they think it is disgusting. Some times i think i'm disgusting. I've lived my entire life listening obeying other peaple. I've always felt alone. This the first time i have ever told anyone about this.
Confused16 Confused16
18-21, F
6 Responses Aug 2, 2007

Nothing wrong in having a bit of both worlds

I'm on the same boat as you guys, I think i'm bi but i dont think my family could ever accept that but more than anything i wish i could just tell people and let it out

I'm on the same boat as you guys, I think i'm bi but i dont think my family could ever accept that but more than anything i wish i could just tell people and let it out

I feel exactly the same way. I think I might be gay also, but I have not told anyone in fear of their negative reaction. I also feel very alone with this and wish I could tell everyone.

Be who you are. Do some soul-searching to find out exactly who that is. Don't be afraid to be different than the norm your parents and friends accept. Once you've understood your own identity, it is up to others to accept that identity, who you have chosen to be. Those who are closest to you will come around. It will be difficult for a while, but they will eventually see you happier and be excited about that.

God made you for who you are, not for what people want you to be, live for today, for tomorro may never come. follow no one but your heart, if you do something just to please others, then you can only expect to live in misery, that will be your own fault because you are allowing it, be happy, and those who love and respect you will be there regardless what you choose. xx