I'm Losing All Control...help!

at this point in my life i feel as if i hold no control..like fate has it's hold on me in every way..my love got shipped off to the army 4 days ago and won't be home for six months..and even though it's been a short period of time since he's left, i feel like things are starting to fall apart.. i've battled depression for a long time..and i haven't felt so alone as i do right now..no one seems to understand or care..the only one who ever did was him..and now he's not here to comfort me..but i know i need to stay strong..

AsheeFaye AsheeFaye
18-21
2 Responses Feb 15, 2009

I know how some of that is. I have had two ex boyfriends in less than 5 years and I am 18 which is different. Both used me and lied to me for awhile about it. I got back with one and just got hurt again when he broke up with me. <br />
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People honestly understand very little in my mind when it comes to how people feel most of the time. You try to explain and it just makes it harder for you or it did for me. <br />
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I have held on to life so long now though I am so young it is hard to see the good in myself let alone in my life.

Being away from the one you love can be really hard to deal with. Look for all positives,even when it looks like there are none.If you need anyone to listen I'm here. Message me (: