I Am Deceptive

Everyone sees me and thinks they know who I am. My darling baby, my clear skin, the white shirts and dresses.

They think I'm content in my four wals, happy to scrub and dust and bake.

They think I am a perfect wife.

I would be, but a perfect wife is happy.

Do they not see the darkness in my eyes?

Of course not. They like who they think I am, not who I am.

Alwaysalady Alwaysalady
1 Response Mar 19, 2009

I put forward what I want people to see. Acted like all was good and I was happy with who I was and what I was doing. No one was the wiser. I am just tired of it now, I want to take off the mask and be happy, its not wrong to want that. You should be able to have the kind of life you want. You need you space and time too. Speak up, and make your feelings known. Atleast by sharing them, they will know that you need something more in your life than just being the happy house wife.<br />
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Not criticizing or anything, just hate to see people unhappy.