A Mask For Too Long

Hi, this is my first one so please bear with me if I am doing it wrong.  I lead a fairly successful life, I have a beautiful girlfriend whom I love dearly and who does know who I am, but I also have a fairly successful job with colleagues who don't.  Sometimes my thoughts are so self-destructive that it can really stop me in my tracks, I try and cover them up by pretending to be a happy-go-lucky person but deep down inside I am just wanting to curl up and be left alone.  I am getting tired of putting on the happy joking mask, but would never let my colleagues see the vulnerable side of me
emyr27 emyr27
22-25, M
Aug 23, 2007