It's All A Front

People judge me all the time for different things. Most people think that I am a snob or think that I am better then everyone else. I put on a front that I'm so happy and so strong but really I am a pile of rocks that are slowly coming to a fall. I'm so angry inside and so f*cked up sometimes. I can't love myself or other people the way I should. I guess this is a's all a lie

MariahHavoc MariahHavoc
26-30, F
1 Response Feb 7, 2010

I'm there too.... I don't come across as a snob I don't think, but I'm in a similar situation in that no one knows who I am. Sometimes I don't even understand myself, but I for some reason feel that if anyone knew ME, they would judge me or whatever, and I subconsciously put up a front so no one can get close to the real me. Maybe it's because I think that way I won't get hurt? But I do anyway, there's no preventing pain.. I don't have an answer for this, but I can relate, so I thought I would just comment...