Whatever People Say I Am, That's What I Am Not.

Most people think I am a superficial, bossy person. Everyone at school calls me a "*****", most girls hate me beacuse of my expensive clothes and most boys just want to hook up with me because they think I am 'easy'.

Well, I AM NOT.

I am not a ****. I am not a *****. I am not whatever you say that I am.

I am a dreamer, but hardly anyone would believe that. Well, it's true. I love MUSIC. I don't listen to the **** everybody else does. I know who Radiohead are. In fact, I am such a big fan of them that I would do anything to go see them live.

Thank God my brother never let me become a true ****. He always sat next to me and wherever I asked him if I was pretty enough or thin enough or impressive enough he said to me: "Well, it doesn't matter. You got a personality and that's important".

I thank him so very much.

He helped me grow up.

If it wasn't for him I'd probably end up being...uh... whatever.

 

Love you Twin.

extraordinarygirl extraordinarygirl
18-21, F
1 Response Feb 21, 2010

Hey extraordinary girl,<br />
Thats awesome that you have a twin who can support you like that and be honest and see u for who you are.<br />
<br />
Maybe people treat you like that because they havent seen the side of you that youre sharing on EP or with your brother. <br />
Do you know why they think that of you or treat you like that? <br />
<br />
It sounds like youre sick of being misunderstood and mislabeled- maybe its just a communication error; like you're coming off as different than you really are . If thats the case; you can definitely fix it once youve identified how you may be doing this and sending the wrong signals.<br />
They may not believe you to be a dreamer- just because you choose to usually not talk about it in public...<br />
Hope things get better,<br />
T.