I Was, But Not Anymore.

Our family was doing well financially before. Not anymore. I had no problems with money before. Not anymore.

 

I am not anymore that person who doesn't care for money. But my friends, old and new, don't know this. They think that I am still the person with a well-to-do financial status. I made them think that I still am. I hate myself for that, but I don't know why I can't tell them the truth. Telling them is harder to do than living a fantasy world because when I make up a fantasy story, I get to separate myself temporarily from our family's problems.

agonesmile agonesmile
18-21, F
2 Responses Feb 24, 2010

By the way, I come from the Philippines.

That is the problem. I know all of this. I know it, but somehow it feels harder than what it apparently seems. The problem is me. I don't know what's wrong with me. :|