I Failed

So today i found out that Iam not going to graduate highschool all because i was trying to be someone i wasnt i was acting like a clown the person who every one would like and then i tried to be cool so people would respect me and stop bullying me around typical of a highschool girl to bully you around because of your weight i looked like every other guy in my grade yet i was the fattest one there and that i should die and get get plastic surgery so i wouldnt look so ugly when i die but everyday i go to school i feel like the only one who was there to talk to me was me because i would try to talk to someone and they would walk away and chuff at me like a bull and i would always want to turn them around and uppercut the crap out of them but could because i would get areested but yea that is my failure