I am presently evolving to a unique orientation free of speculation and concern. The peace and contentment I am experiencing makes for sharing with others. A person very close to me remarked of just much my very being seems to be radiating a shimmer that in reality draws others to feel fulfilled. A very special lady has in her way communicated the tools that I seemed to have lack to move to that special plateau. I do hope that she realizes our special relationship is a work in progress. A unique soul mate and sometime confidant with so many decent qualities could never be discarded and hurt. My heart pounds for a life with my new love; I must begin this journey carefully. I know she is an extremely intelligent woman, so I am praying for her patience during the following weeks and months. My head tells me that my heart will guide me.