My Spirit Is Numb
I am feeling so numb on the inside and out. My fingers even feel numb typing this. My thoughts, my hopes, my wants, my needs all seem unimportant to me at this moment and this feeling consumes me. I'm going to lay here on the couch and let my numb brain consume t.v. Every once in a while my numb legs will take me to the bathroom or the refridge. I choice to ignore my phone and just float above my numb body lying on the couch. All the dreams of childhood flying out the window into the nothingness. Happiness gone out the window. When will this shadow of life be terminated and the restful deep numb sleep of eternal nothing begain.