I Just Want To Be Pretty...

This is not a sob story, nor a cry out for help or sympathy. This is how I feel....on a daily basis.

I have started a new diet today in the hope of becoming slimmer. I have died my hair, invested in hair extensions etc yet I dont feel pretty enough.

I am constantly comparing myself to people, I am obsessed with beauty. I could sit all day looking at something or someone beautiful.

I want to be that beautiful person...

DitaVonDiva DitaVonDiva
22-25, F
2 Responses Feb 23, 2010

You never will be.<br />
<br />
Because that person<br />
is fictional.<br />
<br />
Perfection cannot be achieved.<br />
<br />
But you already know that.

You, know, I'm actually kind of inspired by this post. I've noticed that guys do treat me better when I look nice, they talk to me more and actually seem to care about my answers and are more attentive. Generally, beautiful people are treated with more respect because what's on the inside eludes a lot of people, especially when it comes to examining one's own self. Ask yourself, what will it take for you to feel pretty enough, what will it take for you to feel accepted by others as beautiful, and once you have jumped through flaming hoops to become beautiful, then what's next huh?