Ok I Am Obsessed With Polygamy...

I am obsessed, but maybe not more than others! I read everything I can find, I blog, I chat and I watch movies and documentaries. I have even gone so far as to try to contact  one of the leaders of the FLDS. I don't want to come across as pushy or insane. I can't seem to know or find out enough about this. however I know this..." Anyone who looks to deeply but has no faith will only gain confusion". I feel this is right with all my heart and soul. I pray and Heavenly Father answers with more information and more people who understand. I am glad to know I am not the only woman struggling with finding a sisterwife! What i am confused about is this... my husband refused to be sealed to me. We only have a legal marriage and this bothers me the most. he doesn't want to be a patriarch and thinks his sins cannot be forgiven. Would it be possible that I am meant to be another mans' additional wife? I will think and pray about this today.

generalee34 generalee34
31-35, F
4 Responses Mar 2, 2010

Yes, it is very possible you are meant to be another man's wife. The Lord said that every Israelite woman is entitled to a sign and witness from Him, that she is with the right man. If you have not received this from the Lord yet, then pray for one. If you do not receive one after repenting and prayer for a sign, then you need to be open to the idea that the Lord may be leading you to someone else. Let me know if you want more information on receiving a sign and witness.

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if things in your life have changed, ... everything happens for a reason.<br />
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if things have not changed, ... faith comes in all shapes and sizes, and names.<br />
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many loose sight of what each person values because they call it by a different name.<br />
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any deep view of love ... can you replace the name with god and get the same meaning ? how about truth ? if you see god are you seeing truth ?, if you feel god are you feeling love ?, if you call the source of that "GOD", or "Jesus" or "Allah", or a hundred other names is it different only because it's got a different name ?<br />
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those who declare war, who wish to discriminate, persecute, harass, does that sound like truth & love ? yet many wish to draw lines because your shade of red is drawn with crayons and mine is with paint.<br />
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i do not see god as someone who sits on a thrown overlooking the world and all it's inhabitants. i see god as connecting and connected to everyone and everything. is it fair to try to see the world and it's inhabitants around as all connected to god instead of drawing lines saying "god is not connected to that over there"<br />
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be careful of your faith, do not be blinded by differences so that you can no longer see what it is you seek may be in front of you. many people want something to be exactly like what they have in mind "tall, dark and handsome", then pass up the man who could satisfy their heart's deepest dreams because it's 5'2"<br />
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you want a sister wife, you want your husband to be what you have in mind for what you believe he should be, ... why is that more important than seeing him as he is now and appreciating him for being him. if it means your marriage to have a sister-wife then make that decision. if you can accept your husband as who he truly is you may also find he may one day come to accept your wishes for a sister wife.<br />
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but it's not fair to say your views of who he should be and how she should be must be exactly as you say. nothing in the world is that way, just like nothing in the world for me is how i would have it be. the world is the way it is, the world is the way god has designed it.<br />
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if i insist the world should be as i imagine it to be then i'm not seeing god in the world i'm only seeing what i have imagined to be in the world, and indeed i would me miserable in a world i am constantly in disappoint, indeed i would be finding a world that does not love me. i would rather see the world as it is, the world as god created it. the day i can see the world in it's true form i will be closer to god for i will see god where before i have only seen my disappointment in myself

I have had an uncle who have had 3 legal wives... and 17 children...