If It Aint Pinball, I'll Be Damned!

Back and forth, I wake up constantly obsessing about my weight and it sucks! Common sense and along with my mother and girlfriend tells me I'm skinny blah blah, I guess it the end its me who needs to be satisfied. Yet I don't understand it. I'm at a healthy weight and I should be happy about it, yet one look at the scale I'm destroyed when I'm above a certain weight. My goal in the end is to believe I'm beautiful all the time and for the number on the scale to mean jack.....
tedyd tedyd
26-30, F
Aug 18, 2007