I Think Too Much, But I Think I Am Obsessive

i live in my head, that's why most of my life is a blank slate.  i am obssessive about heaps of things, i will talk and talk and talk out confusing stuff in my mind and what people say that has upset me, or made me feel like my feelings concepts about life or values are wrong.  i get obssessive over sexual issues, fearful of assault and over child sex abuse, i lived it and breathed it for ages, and over the film group, i  still am confused about why it happened and why now is it revealed to me about relatives. why now, mum said, its the kind of thing rosemary would do, wait til your life was at its lowest to gloat, but now it other family members too. why? why the hell, would they bother to hate me so much? mum said they'll get theirs'

i'm obsessive about jobs, courses and that's why i had to back off.

but someone is awfully obsessive about me. that's the joke really.

czaristacrystals czaristacrystals
36-40, F
Mar 11, 2010