But I Can't See At All

With the weight of the world on my shoulders..."
- letting A Day to Remember speak for me, because no other words could ever describe it any better.

I feel I do have the potential to one day be a part of the world, not just the outcast observer I am now. I've taken some steps forward, I'm learning, I'm trying, I'm working on myself, and I feel like I've come a long way already.
I'm hoping that the world will take some steps for me, too, so I don't need to do all of the work. Because at the moment I'm still on the brink, this whole life doesn't come naturally to me, and most of the time I'm convinced I'll never completely get it. I get by, I do - but I don't want to spend the rest of my life just getting by, I want to be like all the people I envy every day for being so good at life. I'm not making sense, I suppose. Sorry for that. I'd better get some sleep now.
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18-21, F
May 12, 2012