Friendly, But Shy

   I am a person who likes to be around others, make them laugh, smile, enjoy themselves and just feel relaxed. But I always have this fear of them abandoning me or talking baout me behind my back, so it leads me to be shy. I have been in many situations where I have been hurt, backstabbed, and used as a doormat so it has made me so cautious and carefult to expose my feelings in fear of being gurt, humiliated, and embaressed again. I do not have many friends, barely any nor do I have a best friend outside of my family. I have been told i am likable but people do not see me as friendship material or to get close enough too so it causes me to recoil and become quieter and I sink back into myself.

avrp86 avrp86
22-25, M
Feb 26, 2010