What Now

Well, I am over 30 and I don't know what to think. I feel like I should be much further along in life than I am. I have realized that I have lived about half of my life, lord permitting I make at least another 30 years, and I have accomplished very little. 

Its kind of funny. When I was a child through my juvenile years I thought 30 was really old. I don't feel that old. Although my metabolism seems to have been cut in half, it takes twice as long to heal from injuries, and I can't stay up all night and still work the next day. 

I am a little depressed about life in general. I have lost a lot of people that I expected to be around much longer, some of them friends and some of them family. I have made some bad decisions that I wish I could take back. I am close to a divorce.

On the lighter side, I have a great career and love the people I work with. Some of the people I work with are more like family than co-workers. I guess that's enough for now.
440cuda 440cuda
31-35, M
1 Response Apr 29, 2007

i hope i'm in a much better financial position when i get to the point where I can no longer stay up all night and work the next day. I sometimes rely on that to get basic things done