How Do You Do It?

 How do you get over some one? I've never had to before. I've always been the dumper never the dumpee. I just can't seem to do it. I'll think I have and then I'll get a text from him and it all comes rushing back. I feel trapped. Any new relationship is certainly doomed if I can not get over him. I know I can't go back. He's toxic. Too much is too broken to ever repair, and i don't think we have the tools. There is no such thing as starting over fresh. Memories and resentments can not just be erased because you don't want them any more. The things you say and do are forever. There are no do overs in life. If you can not let things go to start over with some one how can you let them go to start over alone?

bizzarlyfabulous bizzarlyfabulous
26-30, F
Feb 19, 2009