A Song Brought Me Here

That song is overcome by LIVE.

But it's true. I'm overcome. I feel so weird and incomplete. I do everything I can to heal, been in therapy for a while now, taking my antidepressants, going to work, see my friends, being there for them. I forgave my family as they had forgiven me. I'm trying everyday to be a better person, to move on. It's so hard, I didn't think it would be so hard. Writing on EP is part of the therapy, meeting people here is good. But the thing I really need today is closure. And only one person can do that. The one who could be my father, whether he is or not.

I can't even cry, because I can't anymore. Mulder I need to talk to you this evening. I need our friendship tonight, cause I am overcome.
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May 23, 2012