I Don't Know If I Should Give Up

I see photos of my self from my past! God!! I don't look anything like that any more. Let alone pretty . I try to lose weight but I feel like a failure . I feel like I can't do it! I want a boy to like me and I feel my weight. Is. Making me un attractive :(. I dont know how to feel about myself.
Sternrkm Sternrkm
18-21
May 13, 2012