I'm So Ashamed

I'm only 20 years old, and I weight almost 300 pounds. I've always been overweight except when I was using drugs. Now that I've gotten completely sober (I'm pregnant) I've lost all self worth and control. I'm so ashamed of my past and present that I am extremely antisocial. I've always coped with weight and emotions with drugs, but I'm trying to be better for my son then my mom was for me. I want to break the cycle but I would also like to be the healthiest me I can be for my soon to be here baby boy. Im seeking support because I can't seem to find it, the father of my baby has made it clear he's disgusted with my new body, and today I found out my mother is back on dope. I'm so beside myself with these old familiar feelings of depression.. Please help my with your stories of support because my best friend right now is my dog (the cutest darn pitbull ever)
Thepitbull1992 Thepitbull1992
18-21, F
6 Responses Jan 8, 2013

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I can give u some advice on how to lose weight.

Hi I'd like to help u when will u be online?

How do you plan to help me?

I am here for you night or day if you need a shoulder to cry on or just a place to vent. Keep you head held high and know you are beautiful inside and out regardless.

I just read your story, first congrats on both the baby and your sobriety!! I to am over weight although I am 14 years older than you I understand the struggles that you are facing. It sounds to me like you have had a hard time in your life and are trying to heal yourself with all the wrong things, drugs, food and loser men. I call him a loser only because you were good enough to get pregnant but now your not worthy of his love.sounds like a creep to me. Sweetheart I believe that once you learn to focus your attention on your own self worth you will be able to overcome your weight issue. You are going to be a mother to a beautiful baby that doesn't care if you are 300 pounds or 120 pounds, all he is going to know is that he has a mommy that loved him enough to quit doing drugs and focus on him. I can say this from experience I was 16 when I had my daughter I was over weight then I dedicated my timed energy to being the best mom I could be she loved me unconditionally and I was able to change my mind set and findself worth and realizethat I needed to be healthy for myself and happy with myself and not given two craps what anyone thought of me. I can tell you that your weight does not define who are.

This is the best thing I've heard in SO long. Thankyou so much!!! Positive encouragement is so hard to find. Thankyou Thankyou Thankyou! I feel better already I hope I can keep it that way