I Am ParanoidWhen I am walking through hallways at school, I can feel people's eyes burning into me, judging my every flaw. I don't look at them. I just know. And every single time somebody laughs, I feel they are laughing at me.
When I change after the shower, I feel like there is a camera in my room. I always hide behind the towel when I change, even with the door locked.
When someone complements me, I feel like they are being sarcastic or they just want me to feel better because I'm shy and pathetic.
I can't even use the computer without being paranoid that the employees at Google are laughing their heads off at everything I search, thinking about what a freak I am. I know they store everything you google so I'm really paranoid about that.
Everything makes me paranoid. I'm just an anxious person. I know there are people who are MUCH more paranoid than me so I'm a bit grateful for that.
SadAntelope 13-15, F 2 Responses 1 Jan 20, 2013