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I Am Paranoid

I Don'T Know How To Say This..

By: BiancaMMM
Written on January 29th, 2013
I am young, I know this but I am paranoid. Somedays when I can't sleep, I think that I will die...I feel it in my everything. I think that I'll die because of cancer (i have to mention that i smoke and i can't quit) but not this is the problem..even if i didn't smoke i would think of that. Maybe I'm just sick with paranoia..maybe I need help...and I want to say that I don't want to be left alone labeled as a crazy person..I'm sorry for thinking like that but my mind is working all the time..bleaaahhhhh sorry sorry sorry...
By: BiancaMMM
Age: 18-21 , Female
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6 responses
  • Mapping
    Mapping

    I don't mean to sound like a mother, but I will :D There's no such thing as "I can't quit smoking". I have smoked for about 13 years. I have quit smoking about three years ago and never looked back. It's the best damn decision of my life. You can quit, you just have to want to.
    What helped me? The (probably) infamous book called The easy way to stop smoking. Give it a try when you're ready.
    As for your fear of being labeled crazy... don't worry about it so much. This world is really fit to call anyone crazy or point fingers. This is a world where being normal is abnormal. As long as you get along with yourself, don't worry about what others think about you. NO ONE is fit to judge.

    I have a question though. Do these moments when you feel you are going to die come all of a sudden or are they triggered by something?

    Apr 21
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    • BiancaMMM
      BiancaMMM

      They come all of a sudden...and thanks for your support, i'll give it a try to that book

      Apr 21
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    • Mapping
      Mapping

      That must be hard to handle, having these thoughts all of a sudden... But why necessarily cancer?

      Apr 22
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  • themanoflegends
    themanoflegends

    I was told by a friend once: "You take life way too seriously. Take one day at a time, and do what you can. Because that's all you really can do. And also, the only thing you should do. Anything more will just burden you needlessly."

    Apr 18
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    • BiancaMMM
      BiancaMMM

      I know...but sometimes i am with the flow...

      Apr 19
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  • claudiaa
    claudiaa

    i know that feeling bro-dette

    Jan 29
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