Paranoia Hurts.

I really don't know how to explain it. I feel like everyone around me is keeping a secret from me. It's like I look at people and everyone knows one thing that they're not letting me in on. Sometimes I think it's somthing about me personally. For the longest time I thought I might have dow syndrome and people were just playing the part. But I really don't know.

When it comes down to it, I don't give two ***** what the government or aliens do. I'm a different kind of paranoid. Sometimes I get the feeling that people hate me and they want to fight me. Sometimes I think that people laugh at me behind my back, which really gets me. The worst thing is that I think a lot of people are lieing to my face. When I was a kid, I did a lot of lieing, but who didn't? I was a kid and I was trying to stay out of trouble and keep everyone i na good mood. Surely not everyone needed to know that I broke the glass or . . . exploded a chemistry experiment in my living room.

I don't know what to think. Maybe I'm just paranoid. =P

Charter Charter
18-21, M
1 Response Aug 6, 2007

..or that threw a lit match in my elementary school's big trash bin and it caught on fire and let another kid get introuble for it. sigh*