Everything Never Turns Out Right For Me

I get happy and something has to happen to **** it alllllllll up! I get on a happy lil ego trip and BAM something tears it down. It always happens! Nothing goes acording to plan. and i always always get ****** over. i used to believe in good luck/bad luck. like i only had bad luck. now i just see it as "well this just wont go right its expected"

Ivyflower Ivyflower
18-21, F
2 Responses Mar 8, 2009

I just don't care anymore. I'd rather throw something away before it breaks, than expect something "good".

I am pessimistic about everything that way if it goes wrong I was prepared and when it turns out right I am twice as happy :). A lot of people do not agree with me but I think it is a "defense mechanism" inside me.