Just Cant Do It Without Help


 I am poor and have to struggle to buy food, and pay the bills. I just dont make enough and am thankful just to have a job but it doesnt pay enough to support my family of three. WIth no child support making it on 1100 a month is tough. I cant afford to move and cant afford the rent, especially when the owner blasts me with a late charge of $75 on the 2nd day of the month. My kids deserve better so I went back to school and was able to get grants to pay for it but its still tough. I dont have family that can help, my sister just wants me to move to her place and control my family because she thinks she knows whats best. Last time I did that she wouldnt let me get a job, took over my role as a parent and came at my 3 yr old like a raging bull. That scared me enough for me do whatever it took to get the hell out of there. I am up all night worrying about bills and I think all day about what may get shut off. I am totally consumed with the debt. I cant do this alone and I got a roommate but that did not work out to my advantage, her kid is a brat and she doesnt pay one time she makes payments. which costs me that extra 75 a month to the landlord. If I could get caught up on the bills it would be wonderful, I wouldnt struggle so much but I have no way to get caught up. I just dont make enough money.Jus

 
bannd bannd
36-40, F
May 23, 2012