Pregnant And Don't Know What To Do .

Hi everyone. I was just looking for a little advise from some people that are maybe going through the same thing as me . I'm 25 years old and just found out Im 2 months pregnant. My bf and I have been together for 5 years . We own a house and have more then enough money to raise a child , I own a few tanning salons and a little bar in Mexico so I wouldn't be worried about the baby holding me back from school. I feel like a selfish person , but maybe these reasons are telling me I'm just not ready yet .. Does anyone ever know when they are really ready ? Should I have all this doubt ? well anyways , here's a little example ..... Summer is almost here and iv been training to get in shape , I can't keep my body looking nice , no more bars , no more traveling and no more free time for my self. I just had my boobs done too . 10.000$ is a lot of money all these things make me depressed when I think about it . Its hard to picture myself waking up everyday to take care of a baby , feed it , bath it , change it and bring it everywhere with me if my bf is busy. I think it would totally suck having to bring a baby to Mexico with me every time I went. These are some of my selfish reasons for not wanting to keep it . But the other part of me has always wanted kids, I have so many friends that have their own children and I see how happy they are with them but also see the stress they go through as well . I see my bf always smiling and making funny faces at kids in stores when he sees them and that makes my heart melt , I know he wants them . I'm scared to have a abortion. My bf said he supports any choice I make but Im still feeling depressed about both choices. We have never been pregnant before either. I just feel so depressed about having a baby.... What's wrong with me ??!!! Am I just to selfish right now? Can anyone give me some advise please .