Can't Wait To Show The Baby Love

I recently found out I am pregnant with my 2nd child. I already have a beautiful son who is 2 years old. My husband and I have been trying for over a year for another. When I told him I was pregnant, he was happy and said he had been praying for this. However, my husband is very angry and abusive (emotionally and verbally). He is miserable, and I'm not sure how much longer our marriage will last. Even though I'm pregnant, my husband goes on with verbal abuse and stonewalling.  People close to me know my husband is abusive, so they are not excited or happy when I tell them I'm pregnant.  Rather, they appear sympathetic and practically say "I'm sorry".  I don't regret making this baby though. My goal is for both of my children to feel loved and cherished their entire lives, regardless if I have to do it alone.
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1 Response Aug 12, 2010

Do whats best for you and your children...RUN LIKE HELL! <br />
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It will never get better. I had to leave the man that I thought I loved 4 years ago, but he was abusive. He constantly hit me every night, I was a "*****", and "could never do anything right". My daughter isn't his, but I had to do what was best for her.<br />
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CONGRATS on your baby! YOU NEED IT!!! You need a friend....IM HERE!!!