Happiness is the start of a new good life...Happiness means that you are ready to forget things that happened before and your wounds are already healed...

But I pretend to be happy... I smile,laugh and do some funny jokes to be happy but with all those things,it is all fake...

When someone ask me if how am I...i have to stop and think first what will i say...after remembering that i should pretend,i tell them that i'm good...

My true happiness was already gone..That happiness that i had was the best ever feeling that i had..

You wake up in the morning smiling and thinking someone,you sleep at night with a smile on your face knowing that you'll dream about them..

I found that happiness to my ex girlfriend..

It is over between us... I dated so many girls and guys to forget her,get over with her,and be happy but still...I love her..

I know I will never be happy anymore...but I need to pretend for her...

I have too...smile and laugh while my heart is screaming and crying in pain...
Achelle07 Achelle07
22-25, F
1 Response Aug 16, 2014

You aren't alone in this world, pretending to be something you aren't is difficult, especially for someone that didn't deserve you in the first place. This time do something that'll put a real smile on your face!

Thanks..:) Don't worry..i'll be ok..