I Can Admit To Being Pretty... But Not Beautiful!

I have finally gotten to a point in my life where I can admit that I am pretty. It took me a long time to get there. I look in the mirror and I see the full round face, the glasses and the wide hips and fat thighs and stomach. But after a while and a lot of trying I can admit that maybe I am pretty. But I am by no means beautiful. It's not a feeling I like to have but it's there... I just need to work on it more.

The fact that I am 25 and have never been in a relationship or had anyone remotely interested in dating me... does't help. It fuels the fire. I don't want to sound vain and think relationship are based on looks but when it is yourself, it's hard not to think that way. So maybe one day I will admit to being beautiful but for now, I am to say ... I"m Pretty.

Stripped628 Stripped628
26-30, F
2 Responses Mar 4, 2010

I "AM" CHOOSY as to A Females' APPEARANCE.<br />
So when I "look" at You and say:<br />
My Gosh, SHE'S Gorgeous!!....<br />
I Wish "you'd" ACCEPT that AND "DESIRE" ME "because I Admire YOU<br />
So.

Everyone is so beautiful it's unbelievable.<br />
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Don't deny yourself :)