I'll Try This Again...........

Already wrote this story once...EP lost it. Grrrrrrrrrrr!

   I am an only child, so I never really had to share anything with brothers or sisters. I was pretty much a loner from day one. When I became a teenager, mom started making half decent money (it helped that she was in a relationship so there were 2 incomes). She kinda spoiled me then. I didn't get a lot when I was little because it was so hard financially and she wasn't getting any help from my dad. :(

   So I guess I am selfish. Especially right now, because my birthday is 6 days away & pretty much know I'm not getting anything this year. I've asked for a laptop for the last 3 years, but there just isn't any money for stuff like that. I'll be lucky if I get a dinner and a bit of money. I feel like a really bad person too, because it bothers me so much. :( I'm trying not to let mom know though.... I don't want her to feel worse then I know she already does.


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Feb 18, 2009