Pregnancy Put Me Through Hell.
I was 10 weeks pregnant before my abortion. Though morning sickness is normal my symptoms were too an extreme. I could not hold ANY food down unless I ate in extremely small amounts. I threw up first thing in the morning even after having nothing in my stomach I would throw up. Before pregnancy I was 135 pounds when I got my abortion I was 128. I had not gained weight or the nutrients I needed to support and help the child grow. My hair would fall out in clumps and I would bruise very easily. I was constantly depressed and stayed in bed all day crying and sick. I wanted this child. I loved this child and it was only slowly killing me. My fiance and I discussed abortion. It seemed like the right thing to do. I went in for the pill abortion only to be told I was too far along for it (late by a few days) and I had a week before the suction abortion to think about it. I was upset. I wanted this child. I truly did. But I couldnt handle any more of the pain. I thought it wasn't going to be as bad. Ive heard about other women's morning sickness and I wasn't expecting something as horrible as what I went through. The people in the clinic were the kindest most caring people ever. Genuine. Every pro lifer says the clinic was terrible for them, but they helped me and made the experience quick and almost completely painless. The pro life protesters outside were stupid. Honestly because almost ALL of the people I saw in that clinic were coming for STD tests, birth control, or pregnancy tests! They were taking responsibility while these people out there were calling them irresponsible. I feel much better now than I did before and am extremely happy. I do regret the loss of my child but for the pro lifers out there. BIRTH CONTROL METHODS FAIL. Nothing is 100% would you rather have an innocent child being raised by terrible incompetent parents for the rest of their lives? Living in their own personal hell? Being abused and neglected? Or up in heaven being taken care of by the lord? What sounds better to you? Surely they could have been more "Responsible" but birth control methods do sometimes fail or "married" but even when people are married it doesn't make them acceptable and suitable to be parents???? You tell me.