Pete gives me solid advice all the time. He tells me that there's going to be someone who is better than me. That I shouldn't focus on always being the best,that instead, I need to focus on myself and **** the rest.

I just don't know if I can keep that mentality now. My life has fallen apart. I was just barely getting by and now boom. Everything is gone.

I'm disappointed in myself. In my situation. But this shouldn't be a surprise, i'm prone to failure after all.

CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick
2 Responses Jan 9, 2013

The thing is...other people don't have teh crazee to manage.
Managing teh crazee takes a bunch out of you. So it's as if you're trying to run a race, but you're dragging a pair of 50-pound weights behind you. Yeah, everyone else is just zipping right on by. They aren't dragging the stuff around.

I think you've come a long way, and you deserve credit, mmkay? <3

Thanks sweety,

I appreciate this comment, a lot! You're so kind, I hope live is treating you okay, too!! Love you!

i'm sorry things are down for you, but i wouldn't give up...when your dow that's when things get better for you

Yeah, I guess life has a way of kicking us all in the ***, just for ***** n giggles.

it's alway crazy on here