Demons In Church

I went to church yesterday after a long while and it made me realize why I didn't go there any more, why I made the choice to sever ties with society becoming a hermit instead...
I felt like a stranger on unknown territory known all to well and as the anger built up inside I saw demons swarming the inside roof...
Looking down on the people hanging from the ceiling and white round lights looking like orbs containing souls imprisoned by the worldly church and my little sister counted the lights saying how many there were like a child still having some form of divine memory from heaven trying to tell me how many people have forgotten that vision...
There was a dove waiting to get in from the window clicking with its beak against the glass...

I swear it was a symbol of the Holy Spirit whose only desire was to come and breathe some Spirit into their empty souls...
All the old conformist people sat there around the table waiting to eat the body of Jesus and drink His blood,
But they had no clue what it really meant...
They sat there looking wise pretending to be so pure....

What did the preacher say: those who once made a choice to serve God but got lost along the way because their love for the world was greater than that for God....
I saw a church filled with loveless and hopeless demons,
The people became the demons...
They just wanted to eat jesus but did not wish to understand him...

It is terrible to think that a place of worship would be swarming with devils!
But it does...
And God is outside of the devils they worship...
Wanting to get in but can't...

It felt more like a satanic church belonging to a cult awaiting a blood sacrifice,
Sitting there watching people indulge in cannibalism even though symbolic with the wine and bread it felt like watching a Satanic ritual devoid of any divine presence,
There was a big demon behind the preacher crawling all over him and his words,
And the people bowed to it and its prayers.......

....God was nowhere to be found,
And the dove shut out as they indulged in their spiritual perversions of make belief faith........

I felt like killing each one of those SPIRITless people to free them of the demons keeping their souls trapped
To send them to God before their time to see the Light they have been denied all their life believing a bunch of lies!
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PS I would never really kill anyone in real life, it was just how I felt at that moment feeling so sorry for these people who never had the chance to know God while they think they really do... I felt miserable for them feeling so sad and empty... I pitied their empty spiritual lives... It just shows that you have to make the choice yourself to spiritually die as a person to be reborn as something else in God's Spirit... No one can make that choice for you... My feelings of killing were thus symbolic of deep sorrow and ache for those who forgot God and whose souls got carried away by the ways of the world making them forget about Love and inner peace, since they are always fighting with each other and never loving one another... No one accepts another as they are... Always passing judgement but never submerged in self-reflection!
indigowitch indigowitch
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Sep 16, 2012