My SoldierI get to see my soldier in about 6 weeks. Its amazing how fast the time has flown by since he's been gone. But i miss him soo much. I have days were i'm absoulty fine then the next i can't stop crying i dont wanna talk to anyone and am just super depressed. Today is one of those days unfortuantly. I have been holding back tears all day, finally i just let them go and cried. Afterwards i felt good, glad I finally got it out. Then i burst out crying again. And just can't stop. I miss him so much and i just want him back. I want to be able to tell him how much I love him and how much he means to me without having to wait a week to get his response. I want him to be able to hold me and kiss me and tell me everything will be ok. I want to hear him say how happy he is by my strength in handeling this.
God, these next few weeks can't go by soon enough! I need some reassurance! Any encouraging words?
illalwaysbehere 16-17, F 7 Responses 0 Oct 3, 2010