I Have Weight Issues...

based on the title of this story, many would instantly assume that I may be anorexic or bulemic but in fact I am the exact opposite! I'm not sure if they have a name for this...but ever since I could remember I've always had an obsession with gaining weight. Most people battle with losing weight...so this may seem a bit peculiar, I'm aware. I've never met anyone like myself. I eat like a hog in hopes that I will gain weight...to the point where Id force myself to eat even if I'm not hungry. But I never seem to gain a single pound...always maintaining my same 110 lb. figure I've had since high school. I tried the protein powders, weight gain pills, eating more...nothing seems to be working. The most weight I gained was when I was diagnosed with bronchitis and was prescribed with prednisone. And unexpectedly my weight fluctuated to 134! And I absolutely loooved it. Sadly I lost most of the weight after my prescription was done. Now I'm a solid 120...and the scale never seems to move no matter how much I eat! Ugh...I wish there was something I could do. I would like to gain about 20 more pounds...and perhaps I will be satisfied.....but it took forever just for me to gain 10 pounds.
DamitaJo1 DamitaJo1
22-25, F
Mar 9, 2012