And So Not Worth Anyones TimeI always compare myself to other people and wish i looked more like them. I guess i'm not like other girls. I don't want to be, but sometimes i get really frustrated i'm not ''as good or as cute or have this or have that''. I see people, happy, kissing, in love. Why can't i have this? Is it really that much to ask to have a boyfriend or a girlfriend who loves me for the way i am? Who understands me and knows my flaws, loves them?
Why does love have to be so complicated? I crush on people who aren't within an arms reach or who are just unavailable or prolly not interested.
I wish my outter me was just as good as my inner me. I feel so awkward sometimes. I don't really bother to be with anyone in real life because i feel like i'm not good enough anyways. I'll just make a fool out of myself. Lately i'm almost believing i am good enough to be loved for who i am, but thats just silly..
Shyone2 18-21, F 9 Responses 7 Sep 28, 2011