I am always feeling so insecure probably because my brother who (whom) I loved dearly told me often as a child that I was stupid, etc. I'm always thinking that I can't do things, because I make lots of mistakes. I'm really slow when it comes to learning things and it seems that I'm always doing things wrong or differently. It would be so wonderful just to feel like a normal confident person. I try all my life to be smart, but I just seem to do things inappropriately. I'm in mid-life, no job, no anything that I should have. I just try to keep the faith that God will hear my cries. I can really relate to how all you others feel.