I was

I was. I wasn't sure who I really was for a while. Coming out of a relationship everything becomes so confusing. You don't know if your flawed and need to start changing yourself.  You feel that perhaps you slumped off and need to clean up the rough edges. Can you stay friends with the one you were with? I mean past relationships are always a reflection of your future ones, so you have to be careful. That's not always easily done when your hurting and trying to heal inside. I am feeling strong enough to at least get up and do things about it, so I know I'll get to that point soon enough. I know that only you can really take of your own and you can't rely on others to do it for you. You can't expect them to anyhow. I am going the right way for once and my gut tells me so and I haven't felt that in a long time. That's motivation enough.
warped warped
31-35, M
Jun 9, 2007