Illusions

I have always tried to be the best friend I could be, and people have always told me how lucky they are to have me as a friend. Well the day before my 18th birthday  (July 22) I got really sick  for two days I couldn't get out of bed. I went to the doctor and got shots and medication. Im no longer contagious,and am fully awake, but still feeling pretty bad. My guy friend Damian, who I took into my house because his mom kicked him out, left me to go hang out with Brian and Shelby and swimming even after I begged him to stay with me cause I'm lonely. So I called my "best friend" Lauren. Lauren and Damian are dating. She has eating problems and hes cheated on her've been there for her no matter what. When she was heartbroken I brought her ice cream with her favorite candy bar in it. And cheered her up. She told me I was such an amazing friend and that she loved me so much. Well I called her to see if she could come and keep me company; her reply: "Idk, I want to chill at my house tonight by myself."  So I called Damian, and he's going to Lauren's. I'm sick two days after my birthday, and the two people I thought I could count on, ditched me. I just want someone to come and be like oh wow river of hell did you climb out of. Just joke around and laugh with me. Is that too much to ask for? I feel so alone..
Im so nice to everybody, and go out of my way for everyone... why can't one person do the same for me, just once?
-Megan
megangellrich megangellrich
18-21
1 Response Jul 24, 2010

Wish you had had my telephone number. At least we could have chatted up a storm!<br />
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Best wishes. These disappointments are very hurtful..