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Dont Repeat My Mistakes

HELLO EVERYONE, I AM ATTEMPTING TO REBUILD MY LIFE..THE PROBLEM IS I KEEP REPEATING THE SAME SELF DISTRUCTIVE MISTAKES. SINCE I WAS 16 YEARS OLD I DREAMED TO GET MARRIED TO A WOUNDERFULL GIRL, BE A GOOD HUSBAND,BEAT CANCER,OPEN A SUCSESSFULL BUSINESS,HAVE CHILDREN,BE A GREAT DAD!! I HAVE ACHEIVED ALL LISTED ABOVE  ONLY TO NOW BE 52 YEARS OLD,LOST EVERYTHING ,EXCEPT THR KIDS WHO I BECAME A SINGLE DAD TO AN MOVED TO FLORIDA IN 2000 .. I USE TO BE FUNNY,RESPONSIBLE,A GO GETTER, I HAVE MADE THE SAME MISTAKES OVER AND OVER BY DRINKING, BEING EVERYONS FRIEND, TRING TO BUY HAPPINESS,BECAUSE INSIDE I'V BEEN HURTING FOR TOO LONG.. I LOVE TO BE A WINNER,I LOST AOLT OF GREAT JOBS  AND RELATIONSHIPS .. , I THINK I SHOULD OF WENT FOR PROFESSIONAL ADVICE LONG AGO.. MY PRIDE, AFFRAID TO TELL SOME STRANGER I AM BROKEN INSIDE  AND WHY.. THIS GUY HERE WRITTING ALL THIS  IS A SPECIAL GUY FOR SO MANY REASONS.. I DID SO MANY WOUNDEFULL THINGS IN MY LIFE  AND SHARED SO MUCH.. PLEASE  IF YOUR HURTING, IN PAIN, FEEL UN LOVED , LOST,OPEN UP AND TELL SOMEONE.. FOR ME I PUT MYSELF IN A POSITION THAT IS SHAMEFULL, THIS GUY WHO IS STREET SMART,AND CAPABLE OF EARNING GREAT INCOME,MISSES BEING IN LOVE  WITH SOMEONE SPECIAL!!I DON'T DO WELL ALONE, I HATE   BEING ALONE... DON'T END UP LIKE ME FEELING  HOPELESS..GET YOUR ACT TOGETHER NOW  , .. THIS IS A TERRIBLE ENDING TO A VERY BEAUTIFULL GUY... GOOD LUCK TO ALL JEFF

greatguybroken greatguybroken 51-55, M 2 Responses Oct 17, 2009

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Good luck. Rebuilding is hard. Just when I thought I was finished with the stops and starts my husband passed. I too have drank too much, people pleased too much well a lot of things too much and probably a lot of things not enough. Hope your health is doing better. When youre in your twenties stopping and starting it seems so well as if the world is stiil conquerable. Now, sopping and starting seems - well - just exhausting. <br />
best wishes Glinda

Good luck. Rebuilding is hard. Just when I thought I was finished with the stops and starts my husband passed. I too have drank too much, people pleased too much well a lot of things too much and probably a lot of things not enough. Hope your health is doing better. When youre in your twenties stopping and starting it seems so well as if the world is stiil conquerable. Now, sopping and starting seems - well - just exhausting. <br />
best wishes Glinda