An Ongoing NightmareHello everyone,
Although I am grateful for a place to share my story, it's also a place that none of us ever want to be. The stories on here sure let me know that I am not alone in this horrible pain and I am so very sorry for all your pain. My husband became ill in April of this year and passed away this past June with cancer. I am so overwhelmed as to how all this happened so suddenly. I feel like I'm in a bad dream and can't wake up.
I'm not so sure I can do this alone and furthermore I dont want to.
He was my whole life and now I'm empty. I go through the motions of life but theres no joy or peace. I have to remind myself to do even simple things like eat.
I have great family and friends who care about me but I know they dont understand what I'm going through so I really need a friend who can relate. Thanks in advance.