What Do I Do Now??
Its nice to see only 2 others in this group; I hate having to be the third - no one should ever go thru losing your spouse - but as much as I hate it I'm really glad to have found it. I'm not really sure where to start. I have a blog about all this but I am missing having others to lean on when I need it. I guess that is my biggest hope. My story is simple - I finally found the love of my life moved into the country & we built a log cabin loft & all. Gary was my world - I felt safe with him. We were married Sept 2, 2005 in Tennessee in the mountains we had a limo that drove us all around it was the happiest time of my life. That happiness ended 9 months & 4 days later. I had a very bad feeling about that day & had even talked to Gary about it. Told me don't worry baby girl it will all be OK I'll take care of your dad (my dad had not been well & it was him that I was worried about). My Gary didn't believe in such stuff. He left for work on June 6th & the next time I saw him was in the ambulance & had just been pronounced dead at the scene of an accident. Ok can't keep this up any longer I'm at work & I crying its not good.