All Kinds Of Ugliness Has Been Festering In Me

"Peace. It does not mean to be in a place where there is no noise, trouble, or hard work; it means to be in the midst of those things, and still be calm in your heart."
It's funny, when I went to prison I was assessed for programs, and they screened me out of Anger Management. The problem is, I have a way with words, and have been seeing shrinks my whole life. I don't trust them, and I know exactly what they want to hear. The seething mess of rage that has grown beneath this calm collected exterior has been well hidden for a long time. Well, I don't want it anymore, so I intend to expose it all to the light of the internet, here on EP, and also personally to those involved. I have been at war with myself and with the world for too long now, I must have peace. God, give me strength to get all of this filth off of me.
NeonBlueMidnight NeonBlueMidnight
26-30, M
2 Responses Mar 28, 2012

Yeah, anyone that has a vested interest in the unhealthiness of people cannot be trusted. That goes for dentists especially. :P Well I don't feel any rants coming on right now, but stay tuned...

I don't trust shrinks either.. they get paid to THINK they know what's wrong with you. I stopped going to mine when I was 13 and I honestly think I turned out fine without it. On another note I want you to know I am always willing to listen to someone and if you ever need to talk or just someone to listen to you rant I can be that person. I enjoy helping people. I've even saved a few lives just by listening to people when that's all they really want/need.. someone to listen to them.