Addicted To Pain

My pain is an addiction, I dont harm myself to mask any kind of emotional pain, I do it because because i have such a high pain tolerance that it doesnt hurt me. i just feel the endorphin that are meant to help mask the pain.. thats what i need, that feeling and the only way i used to be able to get it is by cutting, now that im old enough i can satisfy the urges with peircings and tattooes and they seem  to last longer between doing it again than what cutting did and it doesnt leave scars behind.. i would reccomend to anyone that cuts to try tattooes/peircings, its safer, more accepted and quells the urges for longer

blargh11 blargh11
18-21, M
Feb 7, 2010