My Quest For Inner Peace

Conflicted with depression and terrible thoughts. I go to the Dr. The Dr. says you need medicine to help with ur depression.  I  agree and begin the treatment for my depression.  I feel as if I am a science expirement, that none of these fancy doctors really know how to help improve my quality of life.  Take these pills, workout take more pills.  Pass out and do it all again.  What kind of life am  I living while like that... yet with out the medicine my mind screams.  My mind screams all day and all night.  With pills its quieter but not completely quiet.