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I Am Running Away Of Everything

My Thinking Is Subotages Me.

By: NegT
Written on October 20th, 2009

I don't know why I keep on thinking every second. It turn out that thinking occupied me, overwhelm me and subotage me. I can not focus on practical, productive life becuase my thought lead me to something uncertainty, nothing is 100% sure, error can occur any part in any situation.

Now I become pretending smile while my thinking parallely feeling so insecure. I have strongly believe that nothing is certain and I can not  expect from the others.

This thought occurring all day round, every days, every moments.

By: NegT
Age: 36-40 , Male
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  • PrincessChameleon
    PrincessChameleon

    hi there, i am new here, and like you i come here to look for answers and also try to make sense of my emotions which i more often than not are unable to stabilize....i just happen to be browsing through posts when yours caught my eye...



    i share the same feeling as you do , most of the time, i feel helpless though i try very hard not to, maybe it is because at the moment i am having work crisis and i am unable to make a clear decision on what i want to devote my life to....this leaves me feeling insecure, lost , hopeless and unproductive....



    may i ask , if i may, what is the core reason that brought on your feelings of self-sabotage?



    i tried to do some bipolar quizzes to find out if i have the characteristics of what may be indicating that i have mild depression...



    do not feel alone in this situation, you are not a coward...i think about running away all the time when i doubt myself and my abilities and hate when people place a high expectation on me to perform...the pressure gets to me..



    this does not really help much, but i just want you to know...you are not the only one, there are many of us who feel the same way out there

    Oct 21, 2009
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